Yaya• birthday's on July 17th
• cancer
• lives the life working all day
• being a fangirl at night
•loves TVXQ Xiah Junsu very much, being so addicted to a gorgeous Korean ballad singer, Sung Si Kyung
• music, movie, book, photography, and photoshoping addict• A loyal fan of TVXQ and Sung Si Kyung• I have to admit I'm very attached to my computer
• Fascinated with the fact that I think a lot•Wanna know more..?
♥ Xiah Junsu ♥ TVXQ ♥ Sung Si Kyung Oppa
My Family
My Life
My Friends <3
Dolphin~ ^.^v
Dogs
Wolves
Horses
Japanese & Korean Food
Home Cooking Food
CIZZ Strawberry Cheesecake
Nanny's Pavillon Pancakes
Pink*Blame Junsu XD*
Bears*Because oppa looks like one XD*
Family Outing
Vampires ^.~
:HATES:
Liar
Betrayer
Coffee
Fastfood
Cats
Frogs
Twofaces
People who's not concern about others
♥ Her Gossip Time
♥ Her Wishes
::fandom::
[ ]JUNSU!! XD
[ ]SI KYUNG OPPA~ <3
[ ]XiahSoul Goodies
[ ]Xiahforest Goodies [ ]TVXQ's 3rd Asia Tour Concert o(^.^)9 IMPOSSIBLE! T^T [x]Secret Code Concert DVD [x]The Secret Code Album
[ ]TVXQ's 3rd Asia Tour DVD [x]Mirotic T-shirt & Phone Strap [x]The Secret Code T-shirt & Phone Strap [x]AADB3 Storybook [x]AADB3 DVD [x]TVXQIndo 3rd Gathering [x]TVXQIndo Secret Goodies
[ ]Midnight Sun Novel
[ ]Twilight Movie
::personal::
[ ]Go to Singapore next year~ o(^.^)9
[ ]Camera..
[ ]Go to Japan..
[ ]Married with the right man^^
[ ]Have at least 2 kids^^
[ ]Be a success woman
[ ]Pay back borrowed money
[ ]Buy a motorcycle next year
[ ]Live happily ever after~ <3
TVXQ and Cassiopeia are one. (TVXQ and Cassiopeia, we are one.) TVXQ, the Rising Gods of the East Cassiopeia, the guardian of the constellation of TVXQ Recently, there have been a lot of news regarding TVXQ, and we are very worried; SM is currently using many ways to attack TVXQ in an attempt to divide the gods and us. These actions are unbearable, but SM will never tear us apart. Six years have already passed, and we now have enough strength to protect TVXQ. We made a promise that no matter what happens we will stand by TVXQ. We love you and believe in you, just like we have since the beginning.
Please do not forget our promise. When you are sad and down, there is still us. When you are sad, happy, or having a hard time, just turn your head and we will always be there for you, to support and cheer you on. TVXQ, we will walk with you to the end. During those six years, we have matured, and have gained trust for one another. Every scene has been imprinted onto our minds; the sadness, the pain, the touching moments, and the happiness - these are what we shared together. Every single page is the footprints of love. We have grown up maturely; though we may not be able to do much, we have chosen to believe and we choose to protect willingly.
We always wanted to say out loud, "Dong Bang Shin Ki, it has been tough for you, but all the sweat and tears were worth it. Please take care of yourselves! Dong Bang Shin Ki, please take the courage and the love from each one of us, and keep moving forward.
We will support you towards the road to the future! Cassiopeia will always be by your side. We will never leave! We are TVXQ's Cassiopeia forever.
동방신기와 카시오페아 는 함께입니다. 동방신기, 동방의 신이 일어나다. 카시오페아, 동방신기를 지키는 별자리. 최근, 동방신기에 관한 소식이 많아서 너무 걱정이 됩니다. 현재 SM이 동방신기와 카시오페아를 갈라놓기 위해 각종 수단을 동원하여 동방신기를 공격하고 있지만, SM은 절대로 우리를 갈라놓을 수 없을 것 입니다.
벌써 6년이 지났습니다. 우리는 이제 동방신기를 지켜줄 수 있는 충분한 힘이 있습니다. 우리는 약속했습니다. 언제든지 무슨 일이 있더라도 동방신기의 곁에 있기로…. 우리는 언제나 처음의 마음 그대로 동방신기를 사랑하고 믿을 것 입니다. 우리의 약속을 잊지 말아주세요. 우리는 슬플 때나, 기쁠 때나, 힘들 때나, 고개를 돌리면 항상 그곳에 있을 것이고, 응원할 것입니다. 우리는 마지막까지 동방신기와 함께 할 것입니다. 6년의 시간 동안 우리는 성숙했고, 서로의 신뢰를 얻었습니다. 지금까지의 한 장면 한 장면들이 모두 우리의 머릿속에 깊이 남아있습니다. 슬픔, 고통, 감동, 기쁨, 이 모든 것이 우리가 서로 함께 있다는 증거입니다. 한 페이지 한 페이지마다 사랑의 발자국이 남아있습니다. 우리는 성숙했고, 비록 우리가 할 수 있는 일은 많지 않지만, 우리는 믿고 지켜줄 것을 선택했습니다. 우리는 간절히 원합니다.
항상 크게 외치고 싶었습니다. “동방신기, 수고했어!” 지금까지의 모든 땀과 눈물은 너무 값진 것 입니다. 항상 건강하고, 우리 한 사람 한 사람의 용기와 사랑을 가지고 계속 앞으로 나아가 주세요. 앞으로 가야 할 길에서는 우리도 함께 감당하고, 함께 나아가겠습니다. 우리는 동방신기의 영원한 카시오페아 입니다.
I checked a folder full of songs from Lola in my computer. I had these folder for months now, but honestly I didn’t play many of the songs more than once.. ^^;; Some are suit my like, some are not. So I leaved it just like that.
But don’t know why, I ended at the folder yesterday, and checking each songs. I can say that I like all Taeyang’s song in his 1st Mini Album – HOT. But I really into this song~
I let out my breathe to the sky, The red sunset must have entered my eyes I keep rubbing them, but it doesn't go away I try to hold it in, but it keeps hurting and hurting
If something happens to me, know that it's your fault Because you wanted bad things to happen to me
If meet some one else, will you please be unhappy I'll pray for it,
I try to erase you and erase, but it still feels like you're by my side It feels like you're the only thing I can't forget I'll let go of everything else I curse myself for being so stupid, a sinner who loved you
Who ever is next to you Who ever is laughing instead of me (How much better than me can he be) Why'd you leave me, when I only know you
If something happens to me, know that it's your fault Because you wanted bad things to happen to me
If meet some one else, will you please be unhappy I'll pray for it,
I try to erase you and erase, but it still feels like you're by my side It feels like you're the only thing I can't forget I'll let go of everything else I curse myself for being so stupid A sinner who loved you
The memories of you slowly drift away Even though I call you, you never turn back to look at me
Your name, your lips Like being locked up in jail
(Forever) I think I'll blame you Our promise, meaningless regret I tossed and turned all night I curse myself for being so stupid A sinner who loved you
It feels like you'll be by my side It feels like you're the only thing I can't forget I'll let go of everything else I curse myself for being so stupid A sinner who loved you
My side (It feels like you're there) Never (I don’t think I can forget you) Choice (It's the very end) A sinner who loved you A sinner who loved you A sinner who loved you
Puahahahaha.. I know.. I know.. The song is about a heart broken boy who loses his girl. And what a “great” boy who wants his ex unhappy if she’s with another boy~ ^^; And this song full of his curse for his ex.. Not agree with the lyric, but I found myself listening to this song again and again. I think this is my fave song this week.. ^^v Go Taeyang! Go! XDD
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How long had passed since Junsu took 2 months vacation? I don’t really count, but I really miss him. He’s the only one from TVXQ that has no job now. Jaejoong and Yoochun are busy with their duet single – COLORS ～Melody and Harmony～, Yunho and Changmin with their debut acting in Heading to the Ground and Paradise Meadow.. But where’s Junsu? The latest stalker pictures I saw didn’t really show him. Ever listened to news about his solo album, but never released. Where are you, chagiya? Nuna miss you sooooo much~ T^T
Btw, Yunho being soooo adorkable in his drama.. Looking at his face really crack me into pieces.. OMG! Wanna kick his face so bad~ XDDD But he’s doing great. We can see Yunho’s stupid side along the drama~ kkkk.. And btw, Yunho kissed Yunji!! I thought he’ll only kiss Ara in this drama. But Yunji too~ I really want to see Kangin’s face when he sees that scene~ *singingnaively* XDDDDD Can’t wait to see Heaven’s Postman and Paradise Meadow.. Make sure your internet access ready, OK? (^o^)9
DAMN! Watching this video really shocked me.. She's so GREAT! She has a nice voice. Talented in music instruments. And pretty~ <3 Without plastics I heard~ XD LOVE HER~ <333333
Actually I had read this before, but don't really pay attention to it. But because of the case between TVXQ and LSM, someone bring this up and it got my attention..
" Hi~ I'm a current member of club H.O.T, and am a fan of the now broken up group, H.O.T. ^^
These days the group DBSK have been performing a lot and have caught my attention. Not only that, I heard that one of the DBSK members was a very big male fan of H.O.T., and that's how I first started to learn more about DBSK
As I watch the way they act and their performance, I couldn't help but to think that they are very similar to H.O.T when they first started
H.O.T is seriously the god's to our generation, so for people that were born around 82, 83, etc. No one probably understand what they meant to us...
After Seotaiji and boys broke up, H.O.T. saved the kpop music scene that was completely dying out.
All the teenagers were pulled into H.O.T., and within a year of their debut they received the top music award. Out of all the major awards that H.O.T received, there must be awards from at least 10 different music/television companies
When I see DBSK right now, the past H.O.T. fills my mind. I was a freshman in high school when H.O.T. first debuted. Now I am 22, and even today, when I go to performances or concerts, I am looked as a young girl ^^
I heard that the majority of DBSK fans are junior high students, and although many people say that they are young fans, we were exactly like that too.
Whenever people saw us they called us H.O.T fanatics. But then what about now? Even after 8-9 years we are still here watching over them.
We hope that all the DBSK fans follow in our footsteps ^^
Liking H.O.T. for about 9 years, I would like to give a little heads up and warnings about the company SM
I am someone that had a voice within the H.O.T fan club. So I know a little more about the company SM, than most fans or normal people
At this moment, many H.O.T. fans have ventured out ^^ There are some that have become stars, others that became famous peoples' coordis, and even some that have been hired into SM
Through these people we have learned that, what we believed to be unfair treatment by SM, in reality, was very much true
SM claimed that the 2nd H.O.T. was blackbeat, but after their failure they tried once again, and that group is DBSK
Silently leading the group with wit and talent, YoungWoong JaeJoong. He is like MoonHeeJun. Leader in dance, with the aura of a tough guy, but sometimes very cute, UKnowYunHo. He is like JangWooHyuk. Lived in the states, and able to speak English, very charismatic and outgoing, MickyYooChun. He is like Tony. With looks that can be looked as almost famine, and the image where you want to take care of him, ChoiKangChangMin. He is like Kangta. Looks that can be looked as average, but the type of person that the more you see the more you like, XiahJunSu. He is like LeeJaeWon.
Two group that really have a lot in common, DBSK and H.O.T. Maybe that's why, but we H.O.T. fans are genuinely scared that the DBSK fans will have to face the hurt and disappointing ordeals we had to go through. Especially because all of you are so young.
Cassiopeia fans... SM is honestly a dangerous place. As you like DBSK more I am sure that your hatred for SM will only grow
The first time H.O.T. began to get battered by LeeSooMan was during the beginning of their 3rd album I'm not sure if you heard their 2nd album song, "Heng Bok" That is the song H.O.T. received the DaeSang award, and the album after that for every little mistake, they were hurt.
At that time, I believed that no matter what, it was merely just rumors Slowly, everything I believed were rumors, were slowly turning into realities
By any chance do you know of Andy of ShinHwa's incident? For awhile he was on stage wearing a mask wasn't he? SM said some unbelievable stuff saying that he ran into something or that JunJin fell while taking a shower.
Everyone continuously told us different things. The important factor is that they ran into something or fell, but why was only his mouth hurt? How come there were no signs of anything near their forehead or nose or any other facial part?
A few days before, Andy went into the SM building, and when he came out he was wearing a mask, which many fans noticed. Honestly, at that time I didn't believe it.
After JTL left SM, even after they released their album, they weren't able to properly perform for a good 2 years.
Their schedules continuously got mysteriously cancelled, and on cable t.v. their music video was not even showed ONCE.
That wasn't the famous SM-JTL boycott. Boycott...
SM went to every television company and threatened that in the case they brought JTL onto their broadcasting list, SM would pull out all their singers from that company
Many fans called JTL's company "YeJun Media" and asked what was happening, but even from there they did not know.
This is a famous event, It was when MoonHeeJun's 2nd album was supposed to come out
Fans were sleeping in front of HeeJun's house, when HeeJun's mother came out and began to cry like no tomorrow. She was begging to the fans to save HeeJun... "Please save my HeeJun..."
HeeJun's first album sold 600,000 copies. But SM said, "Merely 600,000?!"
They said they didn't want to invest in his 2nd album. So for HeeJun's 2nd album, his music video, and jacket pictures... he poured out his own money and savings.
Everyone. Buy their album. That is helping DBSk. Whenever H.O.T albums came out, we fans bought AT LEAST 2 copies. That's the only reason whenever a new album came out they were able to surpass 1 million album sales.
And for that fact only... that's the only reason the members were able to collect a little bit of money.
H.O.T. boys... for every album they received approximately 2 cents.
After Boa released her first album, she received 50 cents per album.
For five people if it's 2 cent, that means its not even a quarter cent per person.
Then you might ask... "What about the commercials and photo albums, and all the other side things H.O.T did?"
To keep it simple, the only money H.O.T members make is through album sales.
Any commercials, and any shows, anything, all that money goes to SM. So its basically an unjust contract, a slave contract.
We heard that the contract between DBSK and SM is immense, but that's not always a good thing.
When one leaves SM you must pay a fee that is much higher than the contract, and basically its to stop singers from leaving Not only that they will take out a percentage of one's profits if one leaves.
Do you think the term "slave contract" came out of nowhere?? DBSK right now...they are probably having a really hard time.
Do you all know this? The president of SM isn't LeeSooMan but, KimKyungWook. To put it in lament terms... Although on paper KimKyungWook is the president, the person that makes all the decisions is LeeSooMan.
The reason, SM has done a lot of illegal things. And if those acts are caught, someone needs to be blamed.
So LeeSooMan screws up, and KimKyungWook takes the blame. If you look at it KimKyungWoo is a slave too. An SM slave.
H.O.T.'s old manager is currently working for a very famous company. That person once said that H.O.T. are kids he truly feels sorry for, and so they were kids that he wanted to save.
That person tried to take H.O.T. out of SM, but got caught by LeeSooMan and was immediately fired. Right now he is working at SIDUS and is producing the group G.O.D.
That is the reason LeeSooMan hates G.O.D. so much. So much to the point that any radio show SM singers host, he makes it clear he doesn't want to hear them putting on G.O.D. songs.
Even though slave contract, unjust contracts are against the law, LeeSooMan is living quite fine. He is truly a rich man. Someone with so much money it is unbelievable. Although he waste a lot of money, he always has more. We raised SM and then we were stepped on by SM and died.
All the money that came in from H.O.T was invested into BoA and all the money they invested in BoA is being currently relearned.
But now H.O.T members have encountered so many scars, and they are slowly being forgotten by people.
Along with Club H.O.T who set records as a fan club. We all are being forgotten by people.
All of you will get older with DBSK. We were the same.
We used to say that "we're aging together," and these days those words sound so sad
As time goes feelings will be stronger, and we sincerely hope that DBSK doesn't endure the same scars from SM, as H.O.T. had. Don't take the same hurt as we did.
Within DBSK, create an awesome fan culture. With every childless statement, the fan image is slowly ruined.
Become fans that think about what you say, when announcing you are their fans.
Don't ever be flattered by any rumors, and always trust the member. Singers will never betray their fans.
Please don't do things that they don't like. You shouldn't ever make your favorite singer feel disappointed in you.
If you are going to believe this and that, or just move on to someone else, then don't like them from the start. It will only be scars upon that singer/group.
As you grow older, even if you find a boyfriend don't ever forget that you are DBSK fans.
At first it may just be a fantasy for you but as time passes and as you grow older you will realize that they mean a lot more to you than you know
In your heart, you will never forget your younger days when you were their fans... Please make sure it is only memories that you will not regret... "
First time I read this message, I was like.. HEEEE? and don't really believe in what written in the message. But now I BELIEVE everything she write. She was right. I really hate SM. SO MUCH! Hope TVXQ win their will against LSM. They deserved more than what they got. And SM must pay for what he had done! HATE YOU! >.<
Today, July 7th 2009. It's more than 2 months since my last entry.. -___-; What did I do then? I'm not that busy, but too lazy to write in this blog. My bad.. XD Junsu is healed completely now, really happy to see him dance and did what he always did before. Happy for you, chagiya~ <3 Btw, have I mention that his XIAHTIC at Tokyo Dome turn me ON!! LOL Great job, baby~ You always made us proud~ <3 And..
~CONGRATULATION FOR THE DOME~
*happy*
Lola went to Thailand to watch TVXQ's concert, that I want to watch too. But because of my stupidity, I couldn't watch the concert. What a pity, since Lola said that Thailand's Mirotic Concert was the best concert ever. I WANNA BE THERE TOO~~ T_______T *rollingonfloor*
But I got my goodies! Mirotic's T-shirt and Phone strap~ >.< Thank you Lola for letting me order them~ *kiccu* Now I only wait for my "The Secret Code Goodies". Hope they will be sent to my place soon~ *happy* So, what's next, Ya? AADB3 Storybook? Already ordered. AADB3 DVD? Japan version is too expensive! I can't buy it.. >.< Let's wait for Korean version~ XDDD Oh my poor wallet~ T^T
